Create something meaningful

I'm a huge tøp fan (hi clique i've seen some posts so I know you're here). There's one song that I find particularly important in my own story, which is Kitchen Sink. That's just a life changer for me back to my teenage years. Basically I treat it as a song about being creative and find an exclusive meaning in everything that you do. Make it work for you and you most importantly. It was so close to my heart because I was bullied in school and felt like an odd one out pretty much everywhere (I still do) and this song's been the validation I needed.

Recently I've faded into work and overall the routine of life and want to grab my life and kinda own it back. Create some inside jokes with myself only. Something that would bring joy and meaning to me only. Without pressure but with optimism.